About this Issue

A Few Words About Me

Hello! My name is Tatyana. I am 19 years old. I was born in the center of Ukraine. Since my childhood I have been attending dancing lessons, and I devoted 10 years of my life to this hobby. At school I was performing at different concerts and took part in various competitions. At the seventh form I started attending theatrical course, and I really gained much experience from it. I learned how to express my emotions in a different way, how to smile when I feel sad and cry when my heart is full of joy. Generally I am an optimist, and I consider that one should meet all the troubles with a smile.

I had been studying very well, and I graduated from school with a silver medal. Also I have completed the course of Style and Visage. At present I study at the University at the department of Advertisement; I think I will become a good image maker. This direction is not developed yet in our country, but I will do my best to lift it up to a worthy level. In future I want to start my own PR agency.

I had been working as a PJ, and also at the ballet at the Carribean Club. I am very social person, I like noisy companies and I hate loneliness. I adore Kiev’s fuss; I cannot simply sit at a single place, I always need to do something.

I do not know what else I can tell about myself. Probably I should say that I am a very modest person sometimes. So, I think I will end on that.

About Myself in Brief

My name is Eugenia, I am 18 years old. I am a cheerful and lively person with a good sense of humor. I am very optimistic and purposeful by nature. I look at life with widely open eyes and I move towards my goal. I am open-minded; I tell what I think of and take people just as they are. All the people are different and I can always find something interesting in a person. I don’t like silly people that have lost their interest to life. I am a person with a complex character. I have my own point of view and I defend it. Nevertheless, I can listen to people and I might consider somebody’s opinion. I am proud, but I can admit my fault if I’m wrong. I try to be just in relation to other people; I think that each person has a second chance. In other people I value intelligence, strong character, individuality and exclusivity. I am a person with a strong character, and whatever happens, I try to stay calm and avoid losing common sense.

I can’t bear loneliness and prefer to socialize with different people. Adventures and extreme are things that suit me. I make efforts to try myself in different areas and discover new skills in myself. I like to learn about different cultures, study foreign languages, and communicate with people of different nationalities.

I follow an active way of life. I go in for swimming; I like sea, volley-ball at the beach, shaping. I play chess; once I had been a champion in that game.

I enjoy dancing, both at discos and professionally. I was attending a dancing school for 4 years, learning dancing in different styles.

I am an extreme person; I like to take a risk, but in a smart way. I like speed, riding a motorcycle, side-shows. Once I was working as a presenter of drawing at the casino. The atmosphere of excitement and obscurity develops the intuition. I trust my intuition and feelings. They can help in many things. To some extent I am a romantic person, I believe in love and sincere feelings. I like music of different styles. I often think about the philosophy of life, its sense, and other things. I like nature and animals. At my leisure time I write poems on different topics, from meaningless rhymes about funny things to romantic poetry. Life is a game, and I think that I should live it with dignity.

The story of Aza

My official name is Marina, though many people know me as Aza. Why? I will tell you everything from the beginning. I was born in the province town, and was brought up there by my mother alone. Generally I can say that I did not have any father; to be more precise, I would say I had a father, but during the 15 years of living in one apartment we had never talked. When my mother was pregnant with me, my father’s mother was badgering her, therefore, my birth made nobody happy except my mother. When I was I child, my fellow mates were mocking me, as I was a kind of a girl-bell. After graduating from the drawing school I stopped drawing as I became bored with that. Then I made friends with one girl, but after 4 years of our friendship we quarreled because of some trifle and stopped believing in friendship. When I was 15 years old, I met my beloved man, we were dating for 2 years. Then we started to live in a civil marriage. This person has changed and brought me up, he substituted my father, mother, friends, and also he has awakened an incredible love to sex in me. Having graduated from school with a medal I entered a university in Kiev and left for half a year to study. When I saw the lights of night Kiev, I realized that I was missing that for all my life. There was a period of time when I needed money urgently, and I if I really need something, almost nothing would stop me. That was how I started with strip-tease. It was strange, as I am from an intelligent family… When I had signed up for that, I was sobbing, but after the second training strip-tease has become my life, and not only because I was doing quite well, but also because it is easy money. It was the first time in my life that people were admiring me, and that really makes one more self-confident. Before the final exams at the university I quitted my job, and the reason for that was also that my husband did not like it, and his will was everything for me. To be more precise, he liked that I was dancing, but he was irritated by the fact that with my body I earn more than he does with his intelligence. For some time I was supporting him entirely, and finally I got ready with all the documents and went back home to marry him… but I was late, he was already living with a girl, and I completely understand him, that is why I do not feel offended. I entered an economical university, and after successful graduation I went to work in Kiev. For three weeks I was attending offices in the search for a job and came to the conclusion that earning money with the body is faster, easier, and more interesting! I was never offering intimate relations! And I will never do that: I think there are some boundaries. At present I’m living solely for myself; I work because I like to work; I never regret about anything; most of all I love myself and everything beautiful. I like to tempt, entice. I people’s characters I value sincerity and beautiful, proud falsity (though it might seem strange). I hate animals and adore children. I have the biggest dream: I want to have a beloved husband, healthy children; I want to cook breakfast in the morning and wash socks and crawlers.

So, I have become Aza in the strip-tease. Since that time I am Aza in my life as well: mysterious, free, and fatally beautiful.